Morning Folks!
So today marks a year. I am surely amazed at how time flies. I am delighted to say that I have gotten through this year without harming anyone. I made it my business to be bigger and better.
I Thank God I didn't settle for less. I am stronger. After feeling dumb and falling for the okie doke, the rude awakening of not being in a long term relationship isn't as disappointing. See, Carly had to realize that she was holding on to something that wasn't for her... had to realize that she enjoyed falling in love with the idea of the person he could be. Yea it's disheartening that he didn't and wasn't the man she knew and hoped he would be. Nevertheless, everything happens for a reason.
Now it's still mind- boggling, but I strive to rise above trying to answer why. I strive to not let the pain creep and the angry seep. I rise! (In my Maya Angelou voice)
Thinking of today, my sister is celebrating her 2yr anniversary with her love. (Congratulations Janee' and Josh!!) This keeps me uplifted and lets me know that relationships can be made and love isn't lost. Taking it 1 step deeper, just waking up is a friendly reminder that God is love and with Him in my heart, there is nothing greater!!!!
Saying bye baby... bye to those 11 years. Lesson learned.
Omg I loveeeeeeeeeeee this post... You gave me chills sista girl... keep up the good and know that you are not alone
ReplyDeleteGlad u liked it :)
DeleteGirlllllll yes! I have given up on the idea of trying to change folks that don't want to change. Or better yet wasting my time on thinking of what could b. I think every woman can find herself some where in this post Car. U are not alone and I'm just happy that u are finding out that Car is capable of being single and life does go on. You are a strong woman and since I can remember always have been. You definitely a hard worker too. You are a great catch and I'm just happy that you shared this self reflection with me. Meanwhile, I'll just keep mines to myself. Every woman will have her day. Believe that! Btw I love love and I wish ur sis the best. Jackie
ReplyDeleteThanks Jackie!
DeleteI love that my friends encourage me and want what's best for me. Thanks for understanding. This is a touchy subject. Yet I share it because it's a lesson learned, a stepping stone to better things (God willing) :)
Omg im in tears at wrk I wrote a poem about me and my struggles my lessons and still moving forward I love God he knows what's best for his children im proud to say im not perfect and we are all only human I love you sissy #3 ur a gr8 person inside And out im proud of you for knowing And realizing whats best for you love u much love nette
ReplyDeleteDon't cry. I just want people to understand that life goes on, that u r not dumb or less special. Know your worth and know that God is and should always b first. His love keeps flowing even when ppl hurt u, let u down and try to manipulate u. Stay. Strong.
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